Exuberant

I remember how stupid it was for me to apply as a chairperson last november to Kak Male. I thought it was the stupidest and shameful acts I have ever done. Time passed and the open recruitment was finally opened. After putting some considerations into account, I believed it was wise enough to wait for another year to be at that position, hence I applied to another division and got accepted. I believed it was December, while I got occupied with DDIP's final assignment, I was informed that there would be another oprec for assdirs in UNHCR Committee. So I tried my best to write a page long essay and submit it.

I was at Semarang, joining IVED (which now I thought it was also another stupid acts for joining that high level of debate comp when I am still this amateur) I received a text from Kak Ojak that I just passed the selection and I will be interviewed the next morning by phone. Two days later I received a text again informing me that I have been accepted as one of  Assistant Directors in UNHCR Committe in PadMUN. I was so happy I could kiss my elbow!!!!

Time passed and I didn't know how much hardships and happiness I have experienced during the last four months. Failed at the first simulation had slapped me quite hard that I actually need to work harder. I know what I experienced meant nothing compared to the others, and I believed that I had gained an abundant lesson throughout the training and simulations. Until the day finally came on Thursday, May first 2014. As the gate was opened and the delegates were being called to enter the room, I soundlessly prayed and hummed to myself, this is happening!!!

I knew from a month before that a person I had frequently been asking to Pak SP at Inten would be one of the delegates at my Committee. I also remembered it crystal clear that I had have a chance to meet him during Newbies Cup at UI last year. I was so thrilled to finally meet him, to acknowledge the very fact that he would be just a walk away from where I would be sitting. And I thought this paragraph is enough to explain how happy I was to be given an opportunity to meet him (again) in person and had a chance to properly introduce myself.

So how does it feel to chair one of the committee session? It was indescribable! I knew it clearly that I did tons of mistakes but I believed I have improved quite much hehhehe :p I still can't believe, even until this very second, that I have just become one of the assdirs at a committee in a national MUN (despite all of the typos and oh-I-forgot-to-write-the-GSL things (which I have regretted ever since the third committee session ended))  I really wish that this would be the embarking of another MUN experience, and I sincerely pray to Allah, if this would be my path, please give me a strength to overcome the upcoming events which will later will either got me shaken or change me.

These past three days was priceless.

Alhamdulillahirabbilalamin.