Mimpi!

Aku ga tau kenapa aku pengen banget bisa kuliah di Universitas yang ada di depok ini. Yang punya perpustakaan keren banget ini. Yang bahkan security officernya make PC Apple. Yang ada danaunya. Yang jaket almamaternya terang benderang. Idk. I just want it so badly. Karena beberapa hal yang kejadian taun lalu, aku ngerasa passionate banget ngejar mimpi yang satu ini. I have to achieve this dream. If i can dream it, i can do it.

Tapi aku ga tau juga, aku takut kaya taun lalu. Aku takut gagal. Oh yes, I obviously know that failure comes to everyone who will be succeed. But then, what i'm exactly afraid of is, my parents. I'm afraid if i make s mistake again. I'm afraid if i disappoint them again. Aku ga mau nyusahin Orang Tua lagi. Udah cukup taun lalu, cukuuuuuup banget. This time, I insya Allah will make it, Amin.

I will.

If I sacrifice more than i dream.

Ya Allah, mimpi yang satu ini, bukan hanya mimpiku. Tapi juga mimpi Mama. To see me in that jacket. To see me and show to people that i deserve to be succeed. That last year i was just unlucky. Iya, last year just the unfortunate thingy that came to test how patient i am.

Aku pengen banget. Pengen banget. Banget. Banget. Standing in front of my Nation's Flag. Giving a speech about how cool is my nation. To defend my nation's pride. I really want to know how good i can be for my nation.

Yah, dream always sounds impossible, at first. But when you're starting to make a step, you'll realize how close you are to it. DOAKAN YAAA!!