When expectation becomes reality

So the tough week had finally finished. I now could take a breah to realax and read so many books I've left for a month. But man, tough days left more memories to remember. And when life slaps you hard on your face, what you gotta do is to reflect yourself in mirror asking what you should change. Because sometimes, you need a third eye to see the complete you from the outside. By then you may decide, have you been yourself, the one you wanted people to retain as?

Indahnya hidup baru terasa setelah bersusah payah

I just found out that it is undoubtedly a hundred percent correct. I am a kind of person whose body can't even dance to the beat of music. Eventhough it's only an aerobic music. So there's no doubt why I always happened to be the latest person who understood the move. i still can bear it in aerobic, bcs my friends would kind-heartedly teach me. But, in this case, dance, the teacher is umm ya he said everything he wanted to without considering what people would feel. Since the first time the exercise began, I had been that-stupidest-student-in-class. So I often got scolded by him. Until last wednesday, after i did my ashar prayer, he, all of sudden, pointed myself, and said that I was the only one who didn't have any willing in doing all of this dance thingy. For I had been such an effigy in dancing or somewhat. Who in the world wouldn't get hurt after being pointed in public and being teased like that?

I was so sensitive at that time, retaining that I had skipped my courses a zillion times for this project and also skipped the french's try out. Was it worth a sacrifice? I, at that time, was hideously mad, and I didn't know how to express those angst so I just bawl like nobody would see me. Tapi yang gak disangka tuh temen yang lain ternyata banyak banget yang peduli dan berulang-ulang rubbed my shoulder and said "Be strong" atau Anes yang ngehibur dengan bilang kalo dia pernah dikatain yang lebih parah di ekskulnya. Terus Eva sama Dika yg bilang, jadiin ini motivasi. terus Athfy yg bilang harus punya mental baja, atau Eja yang blg strong strong. Semuanya, makasih banyak! Aku jadi inget dulu aku sempet ga enak hati pas matematika, tapi ternyata I get used to it finally. And it just a speck of dust of my life journey. Which keeps me going on. Which keeps telling me not to stop even a sec, not to stop to give my best.

So finally the Aerobic thingy had been done, and I am so satisfied with the result. For I had been wide awake, sleepless, to do the report. And not able to attend debate class, but instead did the exercise at Nadia's. It's been paid with the result I got.

Let's speak in Bahasa. Jadi mungkin karena efek stress sekolah jadi 13 jam, dan terus-terusan diharkosin sama pelatihnya, banyak temen-temen aku yang insanely gone mad. Dibawah ini Athfy, yang rela dipakein kerudung sama Nadia, terus Dika, yang promosiin dance kelas sambil pake kostum anak cewe. Udah face palm bangetlah pas lagi latian di lapbas tiba-tiba dateng Ijay dkk dan ngeliat Dika yg pake tapi jalannya ngangkang =))

Tangannya Nadia, dan Athfy =))

Cantiklah, meski rada mirip yang di perapatan =)) kapan juga ngeliat banci cina =))

Dika ft. Ijay Alamat yg tak kunjung