Fifteenth.

Fifteenth. I thought you'd be beautiful year. I thought my life would get better at this year. I thought i didn't have to make myself busy just at least, not to make any tears run down. I thought, i thought, so many I thought. I've been messing with myself. Against life by fake a smile. Life's unfair. Reality sucks. I have never been selfish before, and wth life does to me? I never hate people. Even if once i did, it's just temporary feelings. I forgive they who hurt me, and i forget why did i bleed. So i go my life like i've never been hurt. Smile like i never get any problems. Does it make my life better? Does it make my days easier? Heck yeah. But the effect will come at night. When I realize that, dude I'm in my worst mood. i feel like i'm less fortune than others. I feel like i don't deserve to get things i want. I feel like, i'm on my limit of patience. I feel like, life never treats me nicely.

So you think you are pathetic? You are miserable? You are less fortune than other people out there? You think you are on your limit of patience? So what should a street vendor get called? Are they less fortune than you? They do think that they're tired already. Going life without any brighter-tomorrow hopes. But do they just end up their life and remain as the one who get ignored by life? No. They keep going on. They keep dreaming. And they keep laughing. How far does your limit exist? Is it further than theirs? When you think you look imperfect, just remember everybody does. When you feel like you're miserable because you don't have a bright skin, pointed nose, tall and slim body, good-looking face, or maybe you don't throw a birthday party, you don't get a new phone when most of your friends do, take a look at they who don't even get a chance to see how beautiful the sunset is. Take a look to they who don't get a chance to walk and run as free as they want with two feet. Take a look at they who don't even know what will they eat tomorrow. Take a look at they who don't even know when were they born and who are their parents. Shut up and do something useful. Shut up and stop crying just because a girl drama. Shut up and know that you'd be better work hard and make your dreams come true. Shut up and open your eyes, how blessed you are.